Coming Semester

Left 1 day holiday.......
Haiz.........wana go back to college study d!!!!
But my i fill like happy but oso fill sad.
Happy1 is i can go back to college to meet my friend,
but the sad thing is i need to receive my result
in the 1st week of the coming semester...
i scare i will get failed for those subject...
and also scare my CGPA will pulled down.
coz i hope that i will get scholarship n
i afraid abouttaking resit paper,
coz last time i do b4,
and whole class pass for the hubungan etnik,
only me failed that subject in the class,
so i was so lonely in the exam hall.
i hate this kind of filling..
so i dun wan resit again.....
coz if i resit i duno whether i can handle for the sub that in coming semester.

1st time colouring my hair

This is my new new hair style cut from 2nd August 2009, that brand of the hair salon is call variety. Actually the salon open near my house, but i just 1st time go there . N this is also my 1st experience to color + highlight my hair. Haha.....

But now i scared my father scold me..........Hihi

Brain superior hang

this few week got too many things to settle ,eg. 5 assignment , 5test need to prepare.

i seem like very busy all the day.

this 2 week, every week end, my brain is superior hang, n steam all the day.

duno how to reduce the stress

too tired

final exam is coming, i cant having fun anymore

need to attention for every things

next week still got 3 test need to prepare.

duno how can settle?

and duno izit i can vs with my time.

i hope i can settle all the things.

duno isn't it is either hopeful nor hopeless

still left 40 days to prepare final exam,

this sem have 6 subject.

40 devided by 6

still left 6.666666667per day to settle 1 subject

walao

the time is so short

duno whether can settle it

not only read all , n somemore need to memorize and understand the concept,

too stress n feel panic all the time

the time is so rush

haiz........

study study n oso study

Test week

next week onwards is an evil weeks, coz got many test. And now i still have many things duno....haiz.....need to very hardworking d, if not....then very gai d

Test is coming soon

Test is coming soon, next week have 2 test, 1 is math n another is automation. walao... hate loh! need to study so many chapter. math need to study from tutorial 1-7, n automation test chapter 1 + the PLC system . Haiz....after the test then need to pass up the material Tutorial 4 question 2 wif computer typing gok. n the continueous week need to pass up mechanics assignment , n material test from chapter 1 to 7 gok! the material book is damn big n need to memorize almost all the things inside the book. yo~ beh tong liao, wana crazy liao! i need to study hard liao!

first day in hostel

Today actually i already start to leave in hostel, but seen got ppl fetch me back. then i can save my dinner money n not so boring, coz all off my roommate go back to their own house every wednesday. Haha...! tomorow can leave in hostel to bully kenny le! wakaka... n oso can go to find wai ning n bully her, seen she already said i always bully her. so i treat her! wakaka.....

Motor Return To Home

This few picture is my motor after repair, it is free,coz claim by insurance.

The small small part i show u the picture i show at here

is the workshop change for me the new wan, coz the old 1 already spoilt by an accident that i meet at 31th of May. The helmet i show u at the lower part is already crash.

Mr. Ang lecturer + my classmate birthday

Today when attend the Mr. Ang lecturer. the lecturer said next week onwards, his class will move it later from 5.30-7.30pm class wan change to
6.30-8.30pm. But my break in the middle got 5 n the half hour. this 5 n the half hour duno where to go and what to do. if go library study , duno my pet pet whether can stick on chair for 5 n the half hour boh.Haiz ... the lecturer lah! change the time table. Then my father ask me go find hostel near the college wan. He said he will paid for me the rental fees. So may b i will stay wif kenny in the hostel near the college ( E-block). kenny tell me the rental fees + water + electric just RM100 only. ( it is so cheap )
so may b i will choose to live wif him.
2morow is my classmate birthday ( Wong Choon Soon ), he almost like a math genius , may b do math untill siao liao. Haha...( u all dun let him know ya, i said he do math till siao liao ). So at here i wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY n wish him become more mature n dun wan so siao siao at class liao. Haha.....wakakakaka......

Saturday

2day is saturday... Haha... my stomachache already not pain d, become better liao! this 2day i already rush up 3 tutorial of my math, now already wana start tutorial 6 d! haha... hope can know how to do ! i plan tomorow wana start study other sub, coz many sub i not really touch it yet ! so i wana fast fast (turbo) to catch up! i must win! haha... i am a champion! haha...(ss liao)

Kenny came to my house have a tuition for me

Today ,kenny come my house to teach me homework that i miss the class 2 week ago! he come my house at 11.30am n teach me untill 5.00pm ! he really teach me alot of things in this few hour,he spend 5 n a half hour to teach me math, C++ pragramming, industrial control n automation! really very thax for him, coz he spend alot of time to teach me! about 12.30pm my mom go by lunch for me n kenny to eat , coz me n he oso din having the lunch yet! but we study untill 1.30pm then we only take the lunch ! haha....the rice already cold d....! Haiz! study till din have time to having lunch! But when after discharge , i realise my stomach always pain n always go to toilet n ( da bian ). duno Y! hope is not the kidney problem!

missed a tuition

today , originally kenny want to come my house to teach me homeworks,
coz me 2 week din go college study d.
But i have to go police station to report the accident kes,
so i cancel the appoinment.
today buzy all the day about the report,
haiz... till hungry oso din go eat.
but finally finish report d.
but oso have alot of things need to do about the insurans things.

MATH

After discharge from hospital, today is the 1st time for me to open the book for revision . the 1st book i touch the math . i felt very many question i duno how to do( mostly is the integration part) .i felt very scared, i dun wan to retain 1 year more, coz i already 20 years old, i dun wan to waste my time any more. i duno whether i can catch up. God...... pls help me

New Shoe

This is my new shoe, it buy from singapore. it cost me RM262 .got Torsion system.

accident on 31th of may

this 3 picture is my accident scene, actually tat day i wana going to bayan lepas study room .
I am going out my house from 4.25pm, the location i meet the accident is just about 1km from my house.At tat time , i remember is 1 indian guys fetch his friend using honda ex5 motor
( white colour ) . Duno how he ride, just seen like he wana make a U-turn infront off me , but i dun hav enough of time to break n hit his front wheel, tat time my motor got 35% is gone. but i not really know the motor is how spoilt.when me drop to the road , got 1 aunty cary me beside the road to hav a rest, in between the 5 minutes the runer n the ambulance already arrive, but i din go hospital by ambulance, i go by peoples( neighbour ) cars. tat time my father tell me my face turn white + green. ofcoz lah, is pain mah. my accident date is on 31th of may ,n me stay on hospital for 9 days ( 3 days for HDA ward, 2 days for 1st class of normal ward n 4 days for 3rd class of normal ward ). after i discharge , doctor said me six week cant take contact sport + phisically activities + jump + no riding motor + no shopping. Haiz, these kind off life. Besides that, i also miss 2 week of my class, duno whether can catch up. hope i can catch up soon. At here i oso want to thanx all my friend who go to visit me.

first week of year 2 in the college

I just finish my first week class on year 2 sem 1. Mostly 1st week class have many class cancel, so we use the time to lepak to gurney.
Today , me n 4 of my classmate go one-stop shopping mall play game! we paid RM4 for 1hour, so we non stop playing! somemore play until my hand pain! After that me n 5 of my classmate go gurney watch terminator salvation! the movie quit nice, but just a little bit expensive!
After watched movie, wai ning n emily go walk-in shop buy shoe! emily always choose the cacat shoe! haha! after buy shoe then we go home d!
this sem the presure lagi tambah, coz this sem got 22 credit hour n some of the sub hav 5 credit hour .So i need to put more effort to my study! i hope i can get scholarship! but the CGPA target is 3.65 ,but now me only get 3.12..nia. i duno whether can get 3.65 boh! haiz! if i din get ,then my advanced diploma will be pay by my self!

review

today my classmate ask me to update my blog,
she said me too long time din write blog d!
Haha , coz got a little bit sienz+lazy ,
somemore need to upload pic ! so din go renew my blog.
last sem break me go to singapore to melancong,
but din buy many things ,just buy some new cloths nia.
me go there for 6 days nia, just a short time.
haiz! sienz nia!
2morow me wana wif kenny go watch terminator salvation!
hope the movie din sell out when the time i wana to watch!

Runing Away From Police

I remember that ,in this tuesday ( 7th April 2009 ) , after doing circuit board at yvonne house. We all together go outside hav a dinner. But then me fetch Tzuen Yen wif bike, but we din wear helmet go out eat, it is bcoz the restaurant is not far from yvonne house. After having dinner , I fetch Tzuen Yen back to his hostel oso without wearing helmet. After put him down infront of his house. me wana go back yvonne house to packing n go home. But then on the way of going yvonne house, I saw 1 police car coming wif my direction. Then me fast fast turn back n go to hide, i saw the police car turning inside tzuen yen housing area. Then me fast fast go hide, then after i saw tiok xin yi drive her car . i fast fast tell her police saw tiok me ,then xin yi help me
"tai sui " hokkien for me.Then hopefully me ran away from the police . hopefully...........

Accident scene

today newspaper , had wrote 1 accident news that is around our college, the places the accident is at 水池路, the news said that on 9th April 2009 ( thursday ) in the raining day about 9.30am, one teenager drove his car up the hill, n the car fly down from the hill, then the car drop to housing area, this accident causes one dog died, but hopefully the teenager are still alive. This accident i dun really seen it coz i din't go to schl that day, coz the rain is too big, so i lazy go to schl. May be if i seen the accident scene, i will change my bad behaviour ,that is speeding motor.
Today morning, when i on the way going to schl, i meet boon guan on the traffic light b4 up the hill ( 水池路 ), me n he starting lap our motor, when we wana down the hill , there hav a wire that drop in the middle of the road. when i cross it , me hiam hiam loss my balance then follow by boon guan oso hiam hiam loss his balance ( scared me for a few second n sweating ). Haha, when i will change this bad inference.

college life

finally today i finish my circuit board (etching+soldering),
but left the report need to do n pass it up around this week.
Hope i can finish it as soon as possible.
Haiz , duno why the lecturer need we to pass up the report more than hundred pages!
do untill sufer! N the exam is around the corner already, just left 11 days nia!
din prepare oso!
actually i very afraid this coming exam,
coz got many sub i duno hw to memorize ( the Tamadun Islam n math formula ).
when my brain will function well, every day i am continue asking myself !
why this sem need to do many assignment ,report, n presentation !
just a short semester ( 7 weeks nia) need to do like a cow, doing non stop n still need to revise.....
Haiz, why human need to study n working........
why cannot let human to enjoy whole life,
why jesus christ ........pls tell me.........

Calling ***

6th of April, raining day! today evening got alittle bit raining. About 5.30pm i call the gal ( Ms Looi ). when she pick up the phone, i got a little bit panic to talk wif her, coz i totally duno what can i say to her. i just ask her dun go to view the link i send, coz my msn got virus so the virus will automatically send out nowander me of9 or on9. then she just reply me she know that is virus n she oso joke wif me ,if she comp kena virus then she will call me repair for she. Besides that, today oso is she open school day, coz she just finish their holiday n need to come back college continue study. she tell me , today she get her result. b4 open schl day, she always told me she no confidence for this semester result,she scared she will get fail , then i always acc her ( i said i trust her wont get fail in this semester exam wan ). finally the result shown she dint fail her result, n her result in this semester oso nt so bad like she think , just a little bit drop nia ( but i din worry about her result, coz i know she will pass all the subject ) ,but i said got a little bit drop but she oso get A in this semester exam. she told me , this new semester got 5 subject need to prepare! so i think she will get a good result soon. Just me need to afraid my exam, coz my exam is coming soon ( just left 14 day count from now ).i scared i cant get all pass in this semester, coz most of the subject is written by BM, n me not good in BM start from primary schl ( coz when the BM period i always play around when in primary schl ).so this make me lost many thing, the most important thing i lost is lost my life n my time.

我与她一起的过程

认识她的时间快要十一年了，也可以说是青梅竹马吧！在这段时间里我们有曾经交往，曾经是好朋友，曾经有说有笑也曾经失去联络两年。我记得在我小时候时，应该是五年级吧！（如果没记错）在那一年的某一天的马来文节，我害羞地问她，我可以牵你的手吗？她也害羞的答应我！当时我很高兴也很紧张，慢慢的我的手和他的手越来越近，之后就成功牵着她那双小手了。那时真的很怕被别人发现，想起也很可笑！但最后也是给我的朋友发现了！
当我升上中学时我们失去两年没联络，直到某一天我自动的翻查她的电话。当我打电话去他家时，她一听到我的声音就知道我是谁了，也许我的说话方式没变吧！他才会这么轻而易举的说了我的名出来。之后我们也约出来了好几次，那时我们几乎每次约出来的地点都是一样的，那就是（prangin mall ）。真是去到厌倦了，那时的我才中三吧了！我从见到他的第一眼就知道他没什么改变，她的穿着依旧没什么明显的变化，就连他讲话的语调都很甜（超sweet的），他还是这么斯文，温柔，体贴，大方，很关心朋友（真的是太完美的女生了) , 我从来都没遇过这么完美的女生（ 也许还没遇到另一个吧 ）。在那期间我又开始找回那种feel了，在那段期间我也对她表白无数次了，他曾经有接受我，但是不到一个星期她就对我说她想专心读书！那时我也同意先读书较好。直到最近我又再次的跟他表白，在这几次的表白当中我几乎花尽了心思，我用过sms表白，打电话，面对面，就连DIGI的BUBLETALK和情信也用过了，她到最后还是拒绝了我!她还是对我说她想专注在学业，不想谈感情的事！（ 对我而言，到了我们这样的年龄，我想我们应该会安排学业与感情的事情！就算是谈恋爱，学业也会兼顾得很好的！）也许他真的对我一点feel和好感也没有吧！可能我多心吧！
在他拒绝我过后的期间,我朋友(soon seong)问我,为什么不尝试让别人爱我,和让我爱别人! 还有我班上的(ning,xy,Emily)朋友安慰哦!叫我不要想太多了,有的也叫我不要等了! 但我一直都还在犹豫着,是否应该等下去,因为我都等了这么多年了! 我正的很爱她,我很想给她幸福!